Every day I ask myself: Am I doing everything right? Is this how it is supposed to be? Will this do him good or harm? All the parenting books I read during my pregnancy are excellent references but the best answer is the feed back I get from Marc. It comes loud and clear. When he is happy and content, there is calm and harmony. When he’s unhappy, he lets me know in no uncertain terms. It is during those stressful and panic provoking moments that I need the most help. Keeping a cool head is crucial. And every time I see those big fat tears streaming down his face, I feel helpless.